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so maybe hard work really does pay off.

I did it!

It's 6:30am and I'm up! Been trying to wake up this early for a long time now and I finally did it. Time to treat myself to a chickfila chicken bisuit and then start on an mcat practice test. Whoops, I said I wouldn't be talking about the mcat anymore. Oh well, this is my blog and I can say whatever I want haha.

Can't believe I woke up. It's so dark out =)

Weight Off My Shoulders

It's finally June! The summer hype should be here, but I'm all cooped up inside. I think everybody else is too anyway with all the rain that's been going on. The temperature still in the 80s, when I remember this time last year it'd be scorching hot.

Anyway, regarding the MCAT, I have to say I feel pretty good. I'm probably not going to talk about it anymore til after I take the test. I don't wanna jinx myself. Not that I believe in that anyway.

I really do feel great. Lately (well for a year really) I've felt this awful burden, but now I feel like that weight is totally off my shoulders. Sometimes you find out things you never knew. It may hurt, but you realized it's better late than never. I feel so light and relieved. Whether it's spring cleaning, summer cleaning, or just life cleaning, throwing out crap always feels good.

I love being clean. I'm gonna go take a shower now.